Girl what are you worried about? Don’t you know that you are beatiful and intelligent? Please focusing so much on what everyone thinks about you, have confidence in yourself! You really don’t know how beautiful you are (inside and how). Stop being so critical of other people, that shows your insecurity. You have what it takes (truly), so go own it! God loves you and really know and understand you. If its God will you can ANYTHING you want, if you trust HIM and follow HIS steps. You’re a diva girl! You better work! Look out world!